Well, I’m single now and off to the races.
Since becoming separated from my wife I have felt all kinds of things. My emotions went up and down because I truly love her, but I also know that I am not meant to be monogamous — at least not in this chapter of my life. I walk in a thick atmosphere of sexual intention. I feel myself throb along with the heartbeat of the universe. I want to thrust myself into it and wrap myself around it.
I feel truly happy for every person who is in orgasm at this very moment. The world would be a better place if we put sexual taboos aside and spent more time having sex.
In this new chapter of my life I’m on a journey of benevolent exploration — exploring myself and living an adventure of sorts. I would have gone on this adventure with my ex, but she only feels love within a committed monogamous relationship. I’ve come to know myself pretty well by now, and I know two things about myself: 1.I can love more than one person at a time, 2.I’m very good at separating sex from love — to me they are naturally separate and orthogonal.
What I can’t figure out, is, why doesn’t everybody else want to have sex twice daily with all kinds of different people? I suppose there are other guys like me, but why are there so few women like me? I think I’ve met one so far. More on her later, perhaps.